careful

©CNirvana

model: the ever perfect Red~

I only drive too fast on roads that require attention

great care to swerve to the right

then back to the left

debating with this necessity to slow down

watching carefully as the arrows point in the wrong direction

maybe I am a figment of your imagination

but sometimes I feel far too real

this trajectory for all others

stagnating the one who needs it most

I put myself to bed for fear of need to sleep

and as the clocks fall back

my dreams fly forward

I'll never hold you again like that day

color

©Red~

can you look at a picture and create the story?
  what does it say?
can you read between the lines to see what's really there?
  are you sure?
can you skip the good parts just to get to the ending?
  would you?
can you dream in black in white or only in color?
  what was the question again?

off and runnin

©CNirvana

Elisabeth

Grab your shit first, make it quick.  Block the aisle because you stood up first so now you're entitled.  Sit down cow! Just because your ass is bigger doesn't give you the right make me miss my flight.  They are holding the plane for me, please step aside.  a shuttle with one other US passenger, hurry now.  Securidado privee por tu.  Made it through to wait in the 15 min queue.  Glad they rushed us.

Standing waiting enjoying the people watching.  The epitome of stupid American behind me says to the intercom voice "doesn't she know we don't understand a thing she's saying?"  wait a second and she will translate for you.   Was she that ignorant and self involved before or has old age wilted her brain?  Sigh. Maybe I should try harder not to listen, thank you ipod!

It's all ok now because one of the cutest babies I've ever seen is sitting across from me.  I'm a sucker for little feet.  And I've got the aisle seat.  Euro adventure over and off to my house where my empty suitcase is waiting to be filled.  Time to fly...

can you see the lights?

Red

©CNirvana

"never leave your heart alone".  i listen to the music that sings these words to me as i sit silently so to speak.  the day was long and beautiful.  full moon bathed the skyline of paris and all that i saw was caressed with the shine of my friend who watches over me.  on the road early again tomorrow.  on the road which is where i live and grow i suppose.  how can one not change when that is all you know?  i wonder what life will be like when i stop, i wonder what life will be like if i can't.  i'm a little nervous but not at all scared.  i make things work, always.  theres this thing we do when we sit in darkness and search for the beginning of the song that makes everything seem new again.  hit restart and freshness begins.  seems easy right?  yeah...

that's the one

© CNirvana

Model credit: Elisabeth

every now and then things happen just the right way.  the stars align to create the perfect circle.  love at first sight does exist if you believe it.  the perfect breeze on a hot summer day.  your paths cross and soulmates are united.  the light falls just right and takes your breathe away... perfect.