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Sydney- ©CNirvana

And I dance with this devil on my back

Spinning and swirling to release

I'm back in this hole that seems to fit

With this overwhelming resonance that I can't fight

I wish my mind were as simple as his

I wish this, that surrounds me wouldn't swallow 

I wish and I wish and then I stop spinning

This city has a piece of me

Not necessarily kept, but specifically held

With the disjointed style of inconsistency...

It must be a new driver

Heavy on the brakes 

And not aware of the broken ride created by inconsistently pausing 

With no reason and backwards rhyme 

I don't know how else to say I miss you

You'll ignore me til I'm gone 

But ill always feel you

In that place I told you would always stay