you close your eyes and realize that the world is quite different in the darkness, when they aren't open to see that which blocks your view. the things you do see are real, the things that you feel can hurt but only because you let them. the things you thought you knew are gone or have they merely changed or were they never really there? these things that seem to control your reality, that make you think that you aren't good enough or that the music is too loud or that the...
well you know, that thing that just wasn't. its okay now, because its not. its okay now because your eyes are still closed and when they open again you'll see.
clarity, right? what you really want.